The Fat Bloke Diaries

 

Episode Seventeen – Run, Run Away

 

It’s cold. It’s dark. It’s late. I’m tired. I have something else that really needs doing. I’ll go tomorrow. What other perfectly good reasons can I think of to stop me going for a walk or run tonight?

 

I’m much too old to be lying to myself. In truth these are all just excuses, nothing more. If I really want to exercise then I will. If not, then I should at least have the honesty to say, ‘I didn’t care enough about losing weight or getting fitter to go out’.

 

My least favourite excuse is ‘I don’t have time’. Time is like money. I have a finite amount of it to spend, and it’s up to me how I allocate it. I may not have any time available for exercising, but that’s only because I’ve chosen to do something else instead. If I don’t have time, it’s usually because I didn’t make time. Sure, sometimes real emergencies crop up but, thankfully, very rarely.

 

Of course, I don’t always take my own advice. There are other things that I would much rather do, like listening to The Archers on the radio every weeknight. I wouldn’t want to miss that for such a trivial thing as going for a run. But now thanks to the BBC’s on-line service I don’t have to. Curse you, i-Player!

 

So the other night I scheduled my time correctly and went running, I’d only been out a couple of minutes though when I realised that something was wrong, something was different. Some things – many things in fact – were blurred. Stupid me, I’d left my glasses in the house. I’ve been wearing them for thirty years now and I’ve never forgotten them before, at least not while I’ve been sober. Now it could have been that my defective peepers had suddenly made a miraculous recovery and I no longer need my specs but I doubt it to be honest. If I were a betting man my money would go on me just wanting to get out and simply being forgetful. The onset of old age, some might say, though they’d probably receive a slapping. I think it’s the Association Game again. I had my ‘Legend in the Making’ t-shirt on, which I only ever wear while on my bike; and I don’t wear the face furniture when I’m pedalling. I was now officially in ‘activity mode’, so I guess I subconsciously made the connection; this shirt = doing it blind-style. I just forgot that I needed vision while running.

 

Luckily I had my ‘seeing-eye partner’ with me.  Not that I’m comparing my Beloved…  Oh lordy, I’ve done it now. Put the spade down Shaun. Remember that slapping I mentioned earlier? I think I know where it’s heading.

 

It was either continue semi-blind with her guiding me or run alone and into things (lampposts, cows, roads) while listening to Ed Alleyne-Johnson, whose music is fabulous and vastly underappreciated. Having her lead me was less painful, so that’s what I chose, but at least Ed will appreciate the Google hits. After that last paragraph, I might not appreciate the kind of hits that I’m going to get quite so much.

 

And then there was the totally unrelated Curious Incident of the Annoying Little Terrier in the Night Time. I could write a book about what happened, but I’ll give you the short version.

 

I’d heard about the unhappy combination of dogs and joggers (oh my stars and garters, have I become one of those now? I’ll find myself listening to disco, wearing a headband and cultivating an afro next), but this was my first experience of the toothy terror.

 

Generally I like dogs, I really do, but I’m not too fond of snappy little ankle-biters. Fices, to use one of those archaic words of which I’m so fond. And it was a fice that faced us as we crested a bridge the other night.

 

It was out with its owner, a man with zero control and even less care for the wellbeing of other people or his animal. He watched without emotion as it ran past my life-and-running partner (sensible creature!) and zeroed in on my feet. It hurtled around me in ever decreasing circles as I moved into high-stepper mode. I tried to get out of its way but the outcome was, I’m afraid, inevitable.

 

Yap! Yap! Yap! Crunch! Yelp! Yelp!

 

I don’t think it was injured but, truth be told, I didn’t hang around long enough to find out. I legged it, plodding off into the night in my hoodie. The dog’s owner never said a word. Perhaps my appearance intimidated him, but I doubt it. No matter how much I try I can’t make myself look like a knife wielding yoof of criminal intent. I’m still a waddling, sweating fat bloke.

 

Anyway, enough procrastination, it’s time to get my running shoes on.

 

 

© 2009 Shaun Finnie

 

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